Don't give up...Don't ever give up!
“Don’t give up…don’t ever give up” - Jimmy V
When I was 44, I was in a relationship with a woman who I loved who sadly has a terrible drug problem that I was unable to help her through. She ultimately stole my truck and my money, leaving me on a moment’s notice, rendering my children and me homeless, penniless, and without any transportation. She shut down our corporate account and emptied all the money out of it...
...and that might have been the easiest part of what I was to face in the next 3 weeks...please keep reading
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Parts of your experience have unearthed the trauma of losing everything during my divorce; yes-my house, vehicle, money, dignity, faith, and ultimately-my two dear children who I loved and raised until the “justice” system ripped them from my arms.
Unlike you, I don’t have parents or family who care. I’m alone and exiled. You are fortunate to have a solid foundation of support. Thank God for them, and even Dawn.
From what I know about you, is that your children always came first, and that you loved them fervently from the moment you became a father. The time you dedicated to them-was equivocal to the quintessential father any child would dream of having’; including myself. You’ve been teaching your boys the deepest meanings of life through your experience of weaving in and out of death’s throws. Yet, they know, their devoted father wouldn’t and couldn’t leave them alone on this planet without them. It is evidently so.
Sometimes we must learn lessons to become better people who must suffer before realizing our life purposes. The wisdom we can learn through our own courageousness through the darkest days of shadows-can only shed the light within us. For I believe, truly, that the darkest parts of ourselves and of the spiritual self must be recognized and respected before the embodiment of light and subconscious power of altruistic value can be exposed. Hence, the interconnection between the yin & yang that exists in each one of us.
What you are left with are choices of will.
You are using your spiritual tools effectively and are defying the odds of scientific minds who have doubted the power and possibility that your mind, body , and soul has demonstrated. Lashing with a whip, you’ve put your environment in submission by the power vested into you by the mercy of the divine power of God.
Bless your heart. You are a miracle. Your testimony is testing the willingness of others to survive & thrive and battle with the very body we all wear as armor -our vulnerable visceral selves.
Defeat, Defy, Destroy.
Revive, Restore, Rejoice!
-S